Tuesday, June 12, 2007

a fire that will never die out Pt. 2

So within two weeks my life has completely has been turned upside and over.
I have been feeling really angry, depressed, and just lonely all of a sudden.

My goals have just malfunctioned on me and I have to start anew. So my brilliant plan of transferring the year of Spring of 2008 has gone to nowhere. Academically, I have to retake a class over the summer which makes all the plans have to be shifted.

I guess its really my fault. Being so passionately involved in ASG and Student Senate really put a damper on everything. But in no freaking way, do I regret anything. I have had the most amazing pleasure of doing what I love.

So, I will be graduating Spring of 2008 and transferring Fall of 2008.

Goals are meant to be broken. Goals are meant to be reworked.

Its been a life lesson so far. I will fully dedicate my semester to me and really enjoy myself.

Hey, I am just learning this as I go.

Thursday, June 7, 2007

A fire that never go out

I have been through hell and back this semester. It was a fucking adventure and rollar coaster ride that will be never forgotten.

President of the Associated Student Government of College of the Canyons and Regional VI Senator of the Student Senate for the California Community Colleges was my life for the past year.

I have met people who will be my inspiration forever. My heartful thanks goes to these members for being there and knowing exactly want to say. I will definately miss our nights at Sacramento where we would have a fun time just chillin.

ASG is something I never forget either. It made me reaffirm my belief in the fact that people change and things like cheese really don't.

I will not be returning to either organizations in the fall. However, I will be still involved in Region VI in one way or another.

My personal choice of not returning makes me realize I will have lots of time on my hands. Time that will be spent honorably on writing poetry, writing monologues, watcing movies, hanging out, and just being me.

But the time that I spent with the people over this year, I understood that fighting for somethig that you will spent your whole life protecting is worth it.

I am not going anywhere yet. I am still here, ready for anything.

No one will get rid of Sara Vogler that easily.

Thank you...